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Im super conflicted. I have a crush on like 2 of my best friends. On one hand I want to forget about it, on another I want to tell at least one of them, and on the other I just want to drink myself into oblivion. It just upsets me because I love them both. Lets call them Kayla and Tessa. Tessa is super funny and she gets me and I love her. Kayla on the other hand,,,she is perfect, we have been through everything together, but Im worried about her parents.  
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Anything and everything
  • Reading: 50 shades of motherfucking grey
  • Watching: life go to waste
  • 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? Her personality, her looks, her charm, and everything about her. She just doesn't love me back. At least I think so. I'm afraid to tell her...
  • 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you? My stomach
  • 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night? "I'm bored as shit"
  • 04:what are you listening to? My lonliness 
  • 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to? School
  • 06:where do you think your best friend is right now? Sleeping?
  • 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days? No ;-;
  • 08:favorite song ? Primadonna~Marina And The Diamonds
  • 09:kiss on the first date? Depends how it went
  • 10:is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes
  • 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Generally speaking? Yes
  • 12:is there something you would like to say to someone? I love you
  • 13:what are three things you did today? 1) Absolutely 2) Nothing 3) Productive
  • 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? Over at their house
  • 15:what is your favorite kind of gum? Mint =u=
  • 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? 3 out of 4 Not bad.
  • 17:what is on your wrists right now? Her name
  • 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? Yes
  • 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you? I dont know but if they do they should say something
  • 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone? Kind of
  • 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone? You cant be human if you say you haven't done that
  • 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language? Ye
  • 23:how have you felt today? What haven't I felt today
  • 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? Anime merch
  • 25:what is wrong with you right now? Depressed and in love
  • 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? Myself
  • 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? Well I have never had Jamba Juice so I will have to go with Starbucks
  • 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? I kinda still am?
  • 29:how late did you stay up last night and why? Midnight
  • 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? At her grandmother's funeral
  • 31:what were you doing an hour ago? Wanting ice cream
  • 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month? Going to Orlando :3
  • 33:are you wearing jeans right now? No
  • 34:are you a patient person? No
  • 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? Certainly 
  • 36:favorite color? Black
  • 37:did you have a dream last night? Yes, my worst nightmare!!
  • 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? I'll give you a hint neither ;) (But I am wearing something)
  • 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? I got like at least 3 people in mind
  • 40:do you love anyone who is not related to you? Yes
  • 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? OF COURSE    
  • 42:do you like meeting new people? No
  • 43:are you afraid of falling in love? Sometimes
  • 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself? yes
  • 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yes
  • 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? Yes
  • Mood: Hungry

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Bella S.
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:bulletred: Name: Bella
:bulletorange: Gender: Genderfluid
:bulletyellow: Birthday: 08/27
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:bulletgreen: Status: Taken <3
:bulletblue: Instruments: I am far too awesome for instruments
:bulletpurple: Location: Alternia
:bulletpink: Favorite band: Gorillaz
:bulletblack: Favorite music genre: Pretty much well rounded :T
:bulletwhite: Favorite All-time song: Broken ~ Gorillaz
:bulletblack: Sign: Astrology Series - Virgo by feiyan

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What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
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What Anime Mouth Do You Have?
What Anime Mouth Do You Have?
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Which Hunger Games District Do You Belong to?
Which Hunger Games District Do You Belong to?
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What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?
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Which Adult Naruto Character Are You?
Which Adult Naruto Character Are You?
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What Sonic Heroes Team Are You?
What Sonic Heroes Team Are You?
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 Birth By Sleep:  What Character Do You Resemble?
Birth By Sleep: What Character Do You Resemble?
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Im super conflicted. I have a crush on like 2 of my best friends. On one hand I want to forget about it, on another I want to tell at least one of them, and on the other I just want to drink myself into oblivion. It just upsets me because I love them both. Lets call them Kayla and Tessa. Tessa is super funny and she gets me and I love her. Kayla on the other hand,,,she is perfect, we have been through everything together, but Im worried about her parents.  
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Anything and everything
  • Reading: 50 shades of motherfucking grey
  • Watching: life go to waste

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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's August 27th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope  you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to  another year!

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